I’m sorry I’ve been so distant. These past few months have been the worst in quite a while. I was nearly on my deathbed, hardly able to get out of my bed — constant exhaustion, etc. I isolate, i stress, the longer I go without talking to friends, the more the stress lingers. There’s so much going on inside my head, too much, and it’s like I’m watching a widescreen movie of myself.
A lot has gotten worse, but some things have gotten better.
I would like to apologize to those I’ve lost due to lack of contact and now regret, to those I’ve distanced from — I miss you, I appreciate you, but I physically and mentally cannot take on anymore at this current moment. Please understand that I have to look out for myself.
